Missing out is no fun

This is me on March 19th. While everyone else got to board Taos I sat at the bottom and watched. I wanted to go really bad, but being prego and all I cant really do stuff like that anymore. Sometimes I get really upset at the things I'm missing, but I know it will all be worth it in the end. I was reading in one of my books and this week the baby turns into a fetus and not an embryo, which seems like a big deal to me. I can't believe we are leaving Taos in a little over a week. I'm so ready to get out of here and be back home with all my friends and family, but this place is special to me. Taos is where I got my life back on track and where I met the love of my life. I'm so glad I had the chance to come out here. I met alot of great people and learned who I could be. When I moved out here I was a mess, since last May I have become the woman I always knew I could be. I'm so proud of myself for all the things I've done out here. I am sick of the snow though! It's almost April and there is still snow. I can't wait to be in summer weather, where I can wear shorts and tank tops every day. I am so excited to get to see everyone so soon! We love you all and can't wait to see you!

Thank your for all the books!

So far we have gotten 3 care packages full of books, baby clothes, and yummy snacks! Thank you for all of your love and support. The books really help me know what to expect and rob too! Ive felt pretty good so far....until today. I felt really sick when i woke up. Rob went and got me strawberry doughnuts and chocolate milk from Michaels Kitchen....my favortie :) and he brought be flowers. Breakfast and flowers in bed are the best! I am so lucky to have him. I slept till one in the afternoon today. This is the worst ive felt so far, and to top things off i talked to my step mom today and she was eating cupcakes from Sprinkles, only the best bakery in Dallas! I just really want eyerone to know how much i appreciate your support, through all my decisions! I love you all and cant wait to leave Taos so i can see you all!

Our puppies

These are our puppies! :) Ruca is the big brown one, rob had her when we met. The little one is Roxy, she needed a home so we took her, like 2 weeks before we found out we were gonna have a baby. Both of these dogs are awesome. They are both so loving and i think they will both do really well with the baby. Ruca might get jealous at first, cuz she got jealous of me at first. Overall i think it will all work out. We have our puppies that we love and now were gonna have a little family :) I know i waited a while to say something, but i decided yesterday that i want to be in Oklahoma close to my family. I dont wanna be in Oklahoma forever, I just wanna be clost to my family when im pregnant and have the baby and when we eventually plan our wedding. I really hope that nobody is mad at me or dissapointed in me. This is just what i need. I know i told everyone we were moving to Georgia and i said i made everyone think that was what i wanted, and im really sorry. I really really dont want anyone to be mad or upset. I love you all and will see you all soon!

This is my favorite picture of me and rob. We know how to be silly, but we also can be really serious too. Rob and i met in Novemeber, a week before my birthday. I thought he was really cute, but didnt want to get into another relationship. It's funny how our life is already planned out and we dont even know it. I really believe that fate brought rob and i both to new mexico so we could meet each other. Rob seriously is the guy of my dreams. I am so in love with him and i cant wait to have a baby and spend the rest of our lives together. Im so glad that both of our families, for the most part, are happy about the baby. The names we are thinking about are Colton James for a boy and Audrey Pilar for a girl. The baby is gonna be born with Robs' last name, because i dont wanna have to change the babys name when we get married. Today is the first day that i have felt really sick. Im exhausted and feel like im gonna throw up. I havent yet, but i just dont feel good. Work should be interesting today....ill keep you posted.

March 14th

Rob and I found out that we were having a baby on Wednesday. We are so excited! Rob thinks it will be a boy, but i think it will be a girl....everyone is betting on the sex :) We are still in Taos, but will be leaving in about 3 weeks. Were going to Oklahoma to see my friends and family and then moving to Georgia! I have never been this happy in my entire life. Everyone who knows me knows how much i love kids and how bad i have always wanted one. Now that i found the man of my dreams and were gonna have a baby together, i couldnt be happier. I know the question on everyones mind is when are we getting married. We havent decided yet. We know were gonna wait till after the baby is born, but we dont know when yet! All we know is we are in love and were gonna have a beautiful baby :) I will probablly write mostly on this when im at work....shhh....dont tell diane and roger :) So ill write more tomorrow.